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Okay, so it's definately been a while since I got on, but I have still been keeping records of my thoughts through the notepad in my phone. I'm going to enter several updates in here, one for each note, and then put the actual date as the title. I hope this all makes sense and maybe if not, idk, let's just hope it does. This has been a long several months for me, a lot of confusion and a lot of pain. But alsop a lot of love, and now finally things are going back the same. I won't always understand why things are the way they are, but who knows? That's life and its just the way it works. So, here goes noithing.